Thursday, Mar. 11, 2004
the bad flood
Five minutes have past and i still don't know how will i start this entry. Y
esterday, ate daph and I were at esbi tambayan. She was convincing me to go to ate jang's yellow day celebration. BUt I can't because O had an exam in an hour. And Iw as still reviewing the last problem. Then, ate daph to told me that Spiderman 2 will hit theatres on summer.
I stopped reading my notes.
Actually, my world suddenly stopped. It was like opening the valve of my memory tank. I mean bad-memory-tank. You know those scenes in the movies when the world will stop and suddenly the memories will be flooding the space. Argg.
I hate spiderman. I mean, I hate remembering the movie because I remember the ugliest memories of my friendship with i'd rather not tell. I know that I'm better now than last year. But I know I have to find real closure so i can move on with my life. Geez, this is so madrama. Earth eat me.
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004
graceful exit
I've waited for this day so I can share this quote here.
"There's a trick to the Graceful Exit. It begins with the vision to recognize when a job, a life stage, a relationship is over--and to let go. It means leaving what's over without denying its validity or its past importance in our lives. It involves a sense of future, a belief that every exit line is an entry, that we are moving on rather than out." --Ellen Goodman,
It's hard to bid farewell to something that has been part of you for a long time. IT's weird how a big chunk will be taken from you and still make you feel heavy inside. But I know its time for me to take another journey (i hate using this word), so let me just use road)there better). But I'll bring all the memories with me. I promise. good bye SV... I'll surely miss all of you.God knows how much. *hugs*
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004
JAMpacked week
"NAsa heaven ba si eve? kasi kung oo lagot sya sa akin pagnakita kami." I said this to my nanay last tuesday, when my back was aching so bad, my eyes were sore from over use of computer and I can't sleep because my mind was still computing the height of the ion exchange column I needed for my thesis.Argg..it's only eve (and adam) as well that I can blame...mas okay n ayun kesa sabihin ko sa nanay ko na bakit nyo pa kasi ko nilabas?! hehe
I'm stressed.over stressed. But there are a lot of things to thank God for this week... surprise birthday party for leah..overlooking at antipolo until 2am...prayer meeting with UPstuds for election...unlimited yahoo games sessions...monthly period..cramps..at least i;m sure i'm a girl..understanding my computer project...birthday celebration of pepay..seeing riz...winnie friends..kuya gunns..jason..kuya derick..and more esbi pips..50 first dates..meeting new friends..ate al and ate ailene..finished speech..dami..dami..at MADAMI pa ding gagawin.pero kaya yan..matatapos din to! dream..believe..survive! hehe hay.ang corny.sensya na. Thanks sa lahat ng nag-tatag! love you pips!
Tuesday, Mar. 23, 2004
twenty one things in mind at the moment
thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis. thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis. thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis. thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis.thesis
count it, its twenty one. arg.
Mar. 24, 2004
sake san
i've never eaten so much japanese food until last night. my best friend know how life-less i am these days because of my thesis. she knows that i've been hybernating in our house for three straight days. at dahil mabait sya...she invited me to have dinner at megamall. she has an invation for the opening of sake san, that means eat-all-you-can japanese food. who will not give in to that kind of temptation?!
so i went to megamall around 5pm to meet her, hazel, jason and melvin. we went around the mall for a while and then went to the newly opened restaurant. we were shocked because everyone knows everyone except US! and they were like wearing decent clothes compared to our gusgusin-look. pero ok lang, tuloy pa din, invited kami! may invitation kami! hehe grabe, we ate as if it was the last day of japanese food supply. grabe talaga. ang dami din 'eye candy'.they're all over the place. sabi nila melvin tawag daw dun..'start the clock' kasi may pogi sa 3o'clock, 5o'clock at 2 o'clock.hehe
dami din ta-artits..si marvin agustin, dominic ochoa..pero sayang wala si rico yan.(sumalangit nawa)..andun din si angelika dela cruz, who, according to melvin, ay HINDI MAGANDA..kasi SOBRANG MaGANDA siya.hehe we left the place at 9pm. so just imagine the food we consumed for three hours! grabe ang saya. leah can't walk and can't laugh because she was afraid her stomach might burst any minute. hay.that was really a treat.thanks bes! thanks tatay LORD!
Monday, Mar. 29, 2004
it is finished.
Kala ko di namatatapos ang pagdurugo ng utak ko. KAla ko di na matatapos ang pag-sosolve ko ng mass at energy balance. kala ko isang libong equipment ang -dedesign namin. kala ko isang taon pa kami dito sa bahay na gagawa ng feasibility study. kala ko lang yun! tapos na kami! tapos na kami ng thesis! may ending din pala to! kahit biyal na ulo namin, duling na mga mata namin, at sin-tigas na ng tabla mga likod nmin...natapos din..natapos din..sa awa ni LORD.
grabe. bles, chela and eder, mamimiss ko kayo..salamat sa lahat ng masayang pag-sasama natin! kayo ang the best na thesis mates! thank you lord! natapos din! Wednesday,